MOVED

fuck the army.
i can't tell you how fucked up the army is but it's just fucking fucked up.
i'm so angry now, i could kill a cow.

i do swear that i'll always be there.
i'd give anything and everything and i will always care.
through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow, for better, for worse, i will love you with every beat of my heart.
right beside you is where i belong and for your love i'd give my last breath.
i give my hand to you with all my heart.
can't wait to live my life with you.
you and i will never be apart.
my dreams came true because of you.
i love you, baby boy.

YAY! i finally got my naval pierced.
after soooooooo freaking long. haha.
26 more days, counting down...
my weekend was considered short because baby had guard duty on saturday and only came back on sunday morning.
bloooody army.
i went out for dinner with dear mailina last week.
thai express and bakerzin love.
no pictures taken cause we were too engrossed in our conversations.
speaking of pictures, i haven't taken pictures in a long time.
oh ya, i highlighted my hair red.
my hair's a bit dry and frizzy now due to the amount of bleaching used so i'll have to go for treatment soon.

this is baby's new guitar which he got last week.
i think it looks damn cooool, sounds damn cooool too!
haha.
ROCK ON!

sunday already ah?

wa lau eh!

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

my exams are finally over.
my monday, wednesday and friday nights are finally free again.
i'll be able to have more time for myself.
baby and i joined a national go-kart competition which will be held in october.
my colleague pulled us in.
thanks uncle tan:)-i know you'll be reading.
and so, we'll be be shuffling between batam and singapore for a few weeks to practice.
i'm soooo excited!!!
and double yay, it's friday.
have a fabulous weekend.

xOXoXXo
xinyue

more pictures from my company's annual dinner.

enjoy:)

i was on half day study leave today because i had an exam from 2-4PM.
after my exam, i went to town to meet up with baby and sinkar for coffee.
initially, i wanted to queue up for donuts at the donut factory but the queue was about an hour's wait so i decided to pass.
more imitation donut shops imitating "the donut factory" are coming out or i should say, already out.
shops like "missy donut", "vinco donuts".
these cannot be compared to the original "the donut factory".
it was a weird thing to do, going out the day before my exam.
yes, i have another exam tomorrow and on thursday.
i'm totally not prepared for my marketing exam.
please wish me luck.
i need all that i can get.

saturday was my company's annual dinner at fort canning.

the emcee was so hilarious, i laughed till my head and tummy hurt.

2 of my colleagues took their shirt off to compare who had the hairiest chest.

i will never look at them the same way again. haha.
we played pool and had drinks all under my company's account.

should have drank the waterfall. damn.

happy birthday singapore.
this year was the most boring national day for me because sadly, i spent it alone.
the fireworks display meant nothing.
it feels different watching it alone and with your loved one.
baby had to be at the national day parade slaving.
on the other hand, i'm happy because it marks the end of baby's saturday rehearsals.
i spent the whole day at home eating and sleeping.
i slept so much that i had a headache.
haha.
i went bowling with baby and sinkar-ina on monday night.
i looked damn kuku wearing the high white socks that connected with my black tights.
baby and sinkar couldn't stop laughing.
my pinky bowling ball keep ending up in the gutters.

company's annual dinner and dance tomorrow night.
i'm gonna be soooo tired.

till then,
xoxo

what a weekend.
i finally bought a dress for my company's annual dinner which is happening this saturday at fort canning's the legend.
theme -casino royale
i'm so busy at work today.
got a headache just by staring at an excel spreadsheet.
and i'm still not done.
i didn't even have the appetite to go out for lunch.
i'm meeting baby and sinkar-ina after work to have dinner:)
half my mind was at dreamland today because of the late night i had yesterday.
we went to play CS.
like finally after godzillion years.
i need my beauty sleep.
bye

xoxo.

i told myself not to...

but still...

hello.
how was your weekend?
mine was rather hectic.
i attended a wedding on sunday night and got home only at 12AM.
before that, baby and i squeezed in a couple of hours for a movie, ALONE with sinkar-ina and ann.
oh ya! today is maran the fatty ding dong's birthday.
HAPPY FATTY BIRTHDAY!:)
baby and i will be getting back our saturdays very soon as NDP is approaching and he need not go for rehearsals anymore after this week.
i had 2 sinful slices of mango ice cream cake from swensons today.
my diet plan is not going well.
baby's constantly feeding me doritos (super fattening).
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
like that, HOW TO LOSE WEIGHT?!?!
xinyue, please control yourself.

question: "will you still love me in the morning?"

answer: "forever and ever babe."

gwen stefani is coming to singapore yo!

KILL THE 3AM STALKER
i was stalked by "michael" with 20 over missed calls last night and he even had the audacity to call me again in the morning.
my phone rang at 3AM.
i answered the call half asleep thinking that it was a morning call from my baby.

he: "hello. why your voice so sexy?"
me: "excuse me?"
he: "why your voice so sexy?"
me: "who is this?"
he: "michael."
me: "mad." and i hung up the phone.

he called again and again and again for 20 over times.
but of course i didn't pick up.
bloody fucker made me unable to sleep for the rest of the night.
and that idiot called again this morning.
i answered the phone and shouted "WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU?"
he said "michael."
me "WHO THE FUCK IS MICHAEL? you better not call again."
and that idiot didn't seem to understand english.
i shouted again. "YOU CALL AGAIN AND I'LL CALL THE POLICE."

what the fuck is wrong with these fucking people.

ok, i'm getting fat.
no more snacking in between meals and late night suppers.
LOSE!

STAY WITH ME

hello. good night and sweet dreams.

long weekend ahead.
BTT tomorrow.
another assignment to hand up tomorrow.
the topic that i'm writing about is rather interesting. -"portrayal of women in the media"
consistently throughout asia, women have been portrayed in the media as victims, subservient, nurturing, sacrificing and objectified sexualised beings.
they are usually portrayed as the ‘victim’, defenseless, always need to be rescued (i.e damsel in distress).
this does not only represent women as helpless subjects without agency, it also fails to emphasise men’s role as perpetrators in instances of violence against women.

gisele bundchen tops forbes.com's list of the world's richest models, earning $33 million in the last 12 months.
now, i wanna be a model too.

S E X Y B A C K

LET'S GET THIS PARTY STARTED

10 days since i last blogged.

sorry guys.

let's see, what was i up to over the last 10 days.

my colleagues and i had a farewell dinner at NYDC for maran the fatty ding dong, eric my brother, honey(hani) and noooooorul(nurul).

i was so depressed when they left.

i practically had no mood to work because the sunshines were gone.

but there's one left -sheila the fruitcake.

i was not in the office for the whole of last week because i had wisdom tooth surgery which made my cheek swell and made me unable to eat.

i had porridge everyday -boring.

i should have lost some weight YAY!!!

i swear it felt like i was auditioning for saw 4.

i was given 5 jabs, i repeat 5 JABS.

my head was shaking side to side throughout the operation.

i could hear the metal instruments scraping my teeth, it was horrigible.

nearly fainted, nearly lost my mind when i was on the chair.

something that i wouldn't want to go through ever again.

yeah, and so i rotted at home for the whole of 5 days.

on saturday, i stayed at home in the morning.

cooked, washed my clothes and i'm so fucking pissed and devastated that my white pants are spoilt.

i went to zouk with baby, seli, pow, winkeng, caleb and azfar on saturday night and partied till 4AM.

much much better than MOS.

yesterday, baby and i hung out with sinkar and ann.

had my coffee at coffee bean which kept me awake till 230AM.

thanks expresso.

argh back to work.

when one's bored in the office...

CHEE CHEONG FAN IT COMPANY SEEKING HR MANAGER
credits to maran the fatty ding dong.

Maran says:
that one was inspirational.

there you go fatty.
HAPPYYY??? lmao.

KARMA'S A BITCH

oh gawd, it's only wednesday.

*pulls hair and screams*

CHEE CHEONG FAN IT COMPANY SEEKING HR MANAGER

sheila and i will be heading to town after work.
she wants to give me a treat at cedele:)
i'm soooo in love with the red skinny jeans at topshop by kate moss.
i'm also on a lookout for yellow skinny jeans and stockings.
i wouldn't mind hot pink skinny jeans too.

i'm tired and a headache just makes me feel "better", doesn't it?

saturday.

i stayed at home the whole day.

cooked lunch and dinner, went grocery shopping with mommy, spring cleaned my room, washed my clothes and watched HBO.

at around 9PM, i went down to marina square to wait for baby to finish his NDP rehearsal.

i had tickets to the preview but thank god i didn't turn up.

baby said that it was a disappointment because there were no fireworks, some performers didn't turn up, some cocked up and one even fell off the stage.

i would be laughing my ass out rather than concentrating on the show. haha.

baby dearest bought me a dress from BYSI :)

it's so audrey hepburn -I LOVEEEEE!

sunday.

BANANA KILLERS

baby and i watched die hard 4.0.

it's an AWESOME show.

you guys should go watch.

we met up with pow and seli after our show and slacked.

poor boyfriends followed us around when we went shopping.

i'm happy with my buys especially my new vintage bag.

BFF and i got the exact same one but in different colours.

the four of us went to play CS and i got thrashed to the max.

baby was owning.

KILL THE BANANAS!

CONGRATULATIONS TO SABRINA FOR GETTING INTO THE SEMI-FINALS OF TEENAGE ICON 2007!!!
please vote for sabrina chor http://ch8.mediacorptv.com/heygorgeous/babe.php?uid=106

my boss's wedding back in january.

but just received this thank you card from him last month.:)

maran the fatty ding dong drew this.i brought mommy for dinner at raffles city's bakerzin yesterday night.
the food was terrible and their service sucked.
i waited for like half an hour for my spaghetti.
oh ya! and i saw selina and pow.
i miss them.:)
work's been wicked.

many of my colleagues are leaving, leaving me in this shit hole.
nurul's leaving.
hani's leaving.
"brother's" leaving.
maran the fatty ding dong is leaving.
the office will be a boring place.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SHEILA

B.I.T.C.H

Babe In Total Control of Herself

i look super fat in this picture.

look at my cheeks. haha.

sorry that i haven't been updating.
well, a few reasons.
1. lazy to edit the millions of pictures i took over the weekend.
2. lazy to log into blogger.
3. too busy these few days with school and some ad-hoc stuff.

i'm back now.
let' see, what did i do over the weekends.
saturday, 16th of june was our 2nd year anniversary.
baby brought me out on a shopping spree(:
we had very little time because we had to rush back to get ready for his cousin's wedding at the shangri-la hotel.
it was the best way to celebrate our anniversary.
seeing the couple say their vows and speeches, makes me fall deeper in love with baby.
i teared when i saw the video and when they made their speeches.
it was magical.
the dinner was a eight course meal.
apparently, i still felt hungry after that because the time gap between each course was like almost half an hour.
baby and i had to cook maggi mee at 1AM. -yes i know, FATTENING.
haha.
baby, thank you for all the love you showered me these 2 years.
during these 2 years, you loved me with all your heart and i'm grateful for that.
apart from that, you put up with my temper, constant whinings and childish behaviour.
now, who does that.
only you, my darling.
my love, my best friend, my soulmate, my gossip partner, my shopping partner, my everything.
i love you.

and on sunday, the both of us just lazed around at home, watching prison break season 2 most of the time.
of course the usual eat-sleep-eat-sleep-and-get-fat that kind of thing.
i may be taking up a package with amore fitness.
i have been eating too much junk food and therefore neglecting my health and fitness.
if i do, it will most probably be yoga and kickboxing on alternate weeks.
it's relatively cheap because i'll be using my MDIS student card.

MY WEEKEND WAS MAGICAL.

happy 2nd year anniversary to us.
congratulations to the newly wed couple.
and lastly,
happy 18th birthday to elin.

xoxo,
xinyue

OLD IS THE NEW YOUNG

i finally got my prison break season 2 dvds.
my super nice colleague ordered them for me.
hahahahaha.
prison breaking tonight:)
DO NOT DISTURB.

i had coco crunch with milk today for breakfast, credits to mommy.
and dear sheila bought me curry puff from polar.
so sweet of her.
she's my inseperable colleague.
she makes me laugh till i tear, sometimes almost ROFL(roll on floor laughing).
just hearing her laughter makes my day.
she brings a smile on my face even on my gloomiest day.
"YOU GOOD, YOU GOOD!"
i'll be celebrating her birthday with her next saturday and i can't wait.
nurul, let's boogie.

check this out.
http://www.giffy-gifts.blogspot.com/

i think the government is underpaying their NSmen.

because they are so broke, someone had to steal my boyfriend's body foam from the toilet.

how pathetic can one get?

come on, it's like $10 for one bottle.

TRAFFIC MANAGER

i have been having nightmares of late.
they make me jump out of bed, scream and cry unknowingly.
:(

army is dumb.
i used to think that goevernment officials are wise.
now, i think that they are numbskulls.

the singapore armed forces bullies their men.

busy weekend

saturday
i went suntanning with esteen in the afternoon and got myself sun burnt.
and yeah, i look like a lobster or roasted pig now.
bombard me with whatever names you guys have in mind, i don't mind.
that's the outcome of not applying sunblock.
we wanted to queue up for donuts at the donut factory but the queue was fucking long and the waiting time was 3 hours ++ to get our donuts and so, we decided to pass.
we figured that it was a waste of our time since we hardly get to hang out together, plus, we were exhausted after suntanning.
thanks, esteen and sinkar-ina for accompanying me till 11PM while i was waiting for baby to book out.
it was real sweet of them(:

sunday
we had a pre celebration for elin's 18th birthday at NYDC and after that, we had drinks at the balcony.
elin got drunk after a few drinks. haha.
pictures will be up as soon i have the time/energy to upload it into my computer.
was too tired to do so when i got back yesterday evening.

more busy weekends to come.
i need retail therapy.
i realised, i didn't buy any clothes last week.
no good.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.

my love(:

beach

sun

&

my bikini

if you aren't thin, than you aren't attractive.
being thin is more important than being healthy.
you must buy clothes, cut your hair, take laxatives, starve yourself, do anything to make yourself look thinner.
thou shall not eat without feeling guilty.
thou shall not eat fattening food without punishing oneself afterward.
thou shall count calories and restrict intake accordingly.
what the scale says is the most important thing.
losing weight is good; gaining weight is bad.
you can never be too thin.
being thin and not eating are signs of true will power and success.

famous amos cookies makes me happy(:

baby is such a darling.

he got me famous amos cookies.

i'm a happy girlfriend.

ERM... SO?

advertising and promotion management is indeed an interesting module.
except that my lecturer is a gay, yet again.
i'm starting to wonder why are all MDIS male lecturers so gay/sissy.
seriously, what's wrong with them?
my lecturer used to sell cosmetics, la mer and shisedo.
and he even added that "that's why his skin is so good."
-.-
i was like, we didn't have to know that.

it was a hot day and showering thrice a day didn't help.
i felt that my house was a suana.
i needed some air conditioning and so, baby and i went to catch a movie.
one of the reasons was to cool ourselves down, away from the scorching heat outside and the other reason was because i wanted to watch shrek3.:)
the theatre was 80% filled with kids that i thought i wouldn't be able to watch in peace.
but fortunately, they were pretty quiet. HAHA.

i got myself some good buys over the weekend.
attractive discounts and extended shopping hours.

goodbye sunday.
hello monday.

i'm a nicole richie wannabe.
i so wanna look like her and i think i'm ALMOST there.
so near yet so far.
my tummy feels bloated although i didn't have much to eat today.

i think i'm going to queue up for donuts tomorrow morning.
anyone wanna join me?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
and yea, party time.

TOO MUCH MEAT

i am very happy because i got to spend time at home with my baby.
we pigged out, had fried chicken and chilli crab.
so, dieting starts again.
i am going to sustain from food for the whole of friday.

the donut craving is back again.

i have been rather moody.
perhaps due to the recent pile up of work in the office and late nights.
please pardon me if i have been mean.
seriously, not many people will understand how one feels when their boyfriend is in the army.
how lonely they get on weekdays when their boyfriend is in camp.
how they anticipate for weekends when their boyfriend books out.
some just don't understand.

tomorrow's a non-working day and i'm so looking forward to it.
army's spending too much time with my baby.
i want my baby back!
and why am i not getting the GST payout?!?!
everyone's getting it but not me!
what the fuck is the government doing?
FUCK FUCK FUCK
fuck the money sucking government.
the government(gunnerment) people are assholes.
increase this, increase that.
it totally makes no sense increasing everything else but not our salaries.
the $2000 we were earning back in year 2005 is very much different from the $2000 we are earning now.

i'm pissed.
why?

because the bloody government is unfair.

we had fun, we had joy, we had seasons in the sun.

i went out with seli, BFF the other day without our boyfriends.

because they were too busy working and we were feeling lonely. HAHA.

we had teppanyaki for the first time in our lives.

seli constantly had to stop me from taking pictures of the chef who was cooking our food.

afterwhich we went to katong to play CS and saw ericia lee.

work has totally drained me of my energy today.

every ounce.

running up and down more than 20 times.

breakfast deprived.

later, school from 7-10PM.

AAARRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!