i am tired of friendship problems.
in that case, i rather not have any friends.
it makes me sick seeing you having fun behind my back.
talking about things which do not involve me right under my nose.
what if i were to do that to you?
you just don't have that lil' bit of empathy in you.
you are just a selfish bitch or bitches.
spell that out. B - I - T - C - H.
yes, speaking your mind is not wrong.
but to the one who treats you as one of the most important persons in her life, no.
whatever shit that comes out of your mouth, pierces through my skin like a needle.
it hurts, okay?
just stop it.
i can only take this much.

i'm sorry that i have been blogging about friendship in my last few posts.
please pardon me.
friendship used to be very important to me in the past.
now, hell no.
i dont care if i dont have any friends.
i dont care if friends shun me after reading this.
i just dont fucking give a damn.
i have to get these off my chest if not i'll go berserk.
i know who my true friends are.
i know who truely cares.
i know who really knows that i actually exist.
and i know who treats me as their friend.

i'm not angry about this whole thing.
more of sadness and disappointment.